this isn't goodBye

this isn’t goodBye?!

January 21, 2010 gharabitz 

in a walk called life, we will have lots of experiences, we will meet different kind of people, some we will love, some we will hate…we will have sets of loving friends and couples of hatred enemies. we will bid sad goodbyes and meet sweet hellos… but surely, life is a WALK TO REMEMBER with friends that make it worth remembering.

i never thought that life will be so short for someone i consider friend, but i guess in his own way he has lived his life to its fullest. a friend who used to irritates me with his actions and words, nakkairita na lagi nia kinukurot ang cheek ko eh payat ko naman, he really squeezes it so hard… at asar talo whenever he says  ”Ghara konyo ka talaga” nakakainis kasi parang that was sets me apart from them, kasi lagi niya yung sinasabi pag kakaiba yung sinasabi ko. I guess that`s the border that keeps me out. Sabi niya I`m truly exceptional naniwala naman ko at flattered… lasing lang pala sya nun kaya nya nasabi un…  he has this sweetness na sa texting moment lang namin ko nafefeel, bonding moment namin un magtext ng corny and crazy stuffs…he so comforting!

i would certainly miss so many things about him. I`ll miss my “first good morning and late goodnight” message from him sa madaling araw…hmmm…around 1-2 am…

hay…mamimiss mo naman kaya ang mga expressions ko?!

OH CRAP! GHARA WILL BE MISSING YOU MACKIE!!!

wherever you are i know you are having a good time… you`ll have endless happiness, yun  nga lang, may alak at babae ba naman jan na kasing ganda ko hahaha… well there will be no more pains and sufferings for you but only true hapiness…

i won`t bid my last goodbye…

till we meet again…till our next sweeter hello..

lots of love…

…gharabitz…

appreciating real friends

pRiNcEsS’ DiArY

June 13, 2009 gharabitz 

I want a real friend, the one who can hurt me but will heal the pain!

“One day, all of us will get busy with our lives… No more gala sessions, long hours of talk, or even SMS…

Some will get married, won’t have time…

At such a day, you’ll look outside your window

And see the good old memories flash you by and thinking … I wish I could go back.“

A long time friend, who have been an INSIGNIFICANT SOUL

For more than a year, sent me this message

And as I go through it I can’t help but look back.

I long for the feeling of having a friend like her…

I missed her and I missed the feeling of having her around…

I remember the good times we had…

Memories of our college days…

Memories of the things that cropped up in and outside of the school campus…

… doing homework, quizzes, case analysis, recitation, thesis, and other stuff — together

Laughing out loud over craziest things…

Or just hanging out without anything to do…

Getting each others’ judgment just by looking in each others’ eyes… as if we have our own language.

Extended hours of talking gobbledygook things and find it so humorous…

We do things that only us appreciates…

I regret the days that I valued my affronted pride instead of reaching out…

I regret of countless things —

Things that I can do, but don’t have the courage to do so…

I wish I could go back and give more worth to our friendship.

I yearn to go back so I can make things a lot better.

As the message ended…

“…I want to thank you for the memories you leave in my life… thanks for the friendship!“

Well! Same here! Nothing changes and if there is any, I guess it would make things a lot better!!! We are still the best of friends… without hatred, without prejudice, without judgment, without qualms and insecurities, only pure acceptance…