…gharabitz…

appreciating real friends

pRiNcEsS’ DiArY

June 13, 2009 gharabitz 

I want a real friend, the one who can hurt me but will heal the pain!

“One day, all of us will get busy with our lives… No more gala sessions, long hours of talk, or even SMS…

Some will get married, won’t have time…

At such a day, you’ll look outside your window

And see the good old memories flash you by and thinking … I wish I could go back.“

A long time friend, who have been an INSIGNIFICANT SOUL

For more than a year, sent me this message

And as I go through it I can’t help but look back.

I long for the feeling of having a friend like her…

I missed her and I missed the feeling of having her around…

I remember the good times we had…

Memories of our college days…

Memories of the things that cropped up in and outside of the school campus…

… doing homework, quizzes, case analysis, recitation, thesis, and other stuff — together

Laughing out loud over craziest things…

Or just hanging out without anything to do…

Getting each others’ judgment just by looking in each others’ eyes… as if we have our own language.

Extended hours of talking gobbledygook things and find it so humorous…

We do things that only us appreciates…

I regret the days that I valued my affronted pride instead of reaching out…

I regret of countless things —

Things that I can do, but don’t have the courage to do so…

I wish I could go back and give more worth to our friendship.

I yearn to go back so I can make things a lot better.

As the message ended…

“…I want to thank you for the memories you leave in my life… thanks for the friendship!“

Well! Same here! Nothing changes and if there is any, I guess it would make things a lot better!!! We are still the best of friends… without hatred, without prejudice, without judgment, without qualms and insecurities, only pure acceptance…